Another way out

Intro:

I wanna cut, cut, cut – cut my arms,
I wanna bleed it out!
I wanna feel, feel, feel – feel the pain,
I wanna bleed it out!

I wanna harm, harm, harm – harm myself,
I wanna bleed it out!
I wanna die, die, die – BUT NOT TODAY,
There must be a way out!

1. Strophe:

Darkness – embraces me and ties me to my bed,
I can’t get up, get my life started, I simply do not find the strength,
to get, stand up - on my feet, to do what has to be done,
to function like a machine, but all power seems to be gone.

Refrain:

I wanna cut, cut, cut – cut my arms,
I wanna bleed it out!
I wanna feel, feel, feel – feel the pain,
I wanna bleed it out!

I wanna harm, harm, harm – harm myself,
I wanna bleed it out!
I wanna die, die, die – BUT NOT TODAY,
There must be a way out!

2. Strophe:

Shadows – reaching out by daylight and by night,
get me down, paralyse me, unable to ignite
the flame that kept me on the move, pushed me from day to day,
but now I’m stuck in avolition and feel like fading away 

Refrain:

I wanna cut, cut, cut – cut my arms,
I wanna bleed it out!
I wanna feel, feel, feel – feel the pain,
I wanna bleed it out!

I wanna harm, harm, harm – harm myself,
I wanna bleed it out!
I wanna die, die, die – BUT NOT TODAY,
There must be a way out!

Break:

But I will not allow the darkness to prevail
The demons will never drown me to the ground
I will stand up, fake-smile and finally fight back
let’s see who is the hounded and who actually hounds

Fuck off, coward demons, that are hiding in the dark,
today I will not die, I WILL DEFINETELY NOT DIE!

Refrain 2x:

I was close to cut, cut – cut my arms,
I wanted bleed it out!
I was close to feel, feel – feel the pain,
I wanted bleed it out!

I was close to harm, harm – harm myself,
I wanted bleed it out!
But I did nothing like the same,
Cause I found a way out!