Re-Calibration

1. Strophe:

No need to talk through any further,

everything is said and clear,

my house of cards collapses,

once again like many times before.

It's not your fault, it's clearly mine,

I was once again out of my mind,

how could I dare to interpret 

something into our words?

How could I really think that you potentially see something more?

How could I really think that someone

like you fits a freak like me?

Refrain:

I don't have to cut my skin

I hurt myself anyhow, anyway,

I don't need a loaded gun,

I kill myself with social distress!

2. Strophe:

I hate my overanalysing and

my everything saving mind

connecting dots that noone sees

creating facts that not exist.

I was trapped by single words like

"I don't like games", "i am rather like you".

and thus, I probably projected 

my behaviour onto you. (Onto you)

That's why I could think that you

potentially see something more.

That's how I could think that someone

like you fits a freak like me!

Refrain:

I didn't cut my skin for a decade

and certainly will not start now,

but still I have to calibrate myself

to re-arrive at a normal life!